I've decided I want to make a website.
I tried twice in the past, first on Wordpress then on Tumblr. I could never really understand how anything worked, and I could never keep up with it long enough to learn.
I had the desire to try again, and after looking around on Pinterest for inspiration I found this beauty: Neocities
I want to keep up with it this time, because website like this are worth working for.
I will follow the light to the end of the tunnel and find myself staring back.
I will find the world that yearns for me and welcome it like an old friend.
I think I want to run away.
In the hollow night
through the bone of trees
I see a figure watching from afar.
I couldn't sleep last night.
I've woken up throughout the last couple of nights, and while the night drags on throughout my tossing until I wake and find that the night got away form me. I leave at 7:30 to go to school, and I usually wake at ~5:50AM. During my restless night I couldn't get this site out of my head. My first alarm goes off at 5:05AM, and while trying to drift back to sleep I realized how much I wanted to get back to learning, so I got up and after washing my face sat down at the table scribling away notes in my book.
I wish I didn't have to go today. Although this hyperfixation may pass I want to indulge in it while it's here. Thankfully, it's Friday, and I will get back to working on this as soon a possible.
